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Yet ANother Year has past!

2008-12-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

Now the time is 12.44am in the morning, 30th Dec 08, 2 more days will be another new year liao
What make me very bored is that, i had to do guard duty on 1st of Jan 09.
What a day to start my New Year! :(
Haha, and i just noticed that it been another year since i update my blog.
Well, feeling very tired now, so i will hit the sack now.
Will Update again (in a years time) :P

Latest Update

2007-10-04T00:25:00.001+08:00

Hi all, its been one year since i update my blog, i have already forgot about it, maybe now can start to write my thoughts in here. oh well its 12.30 am in the morning, and i think i go slp now, will update again soon. :)

Makan malam

2006-10-25T02:23:00.000+08:00

Semalam, saya dan kekasih bertemu dengan Marie dan kekasihnya untuk makan malam di boon lay. Kami ingin makan nasi lemak tetapi itu tak buka sebab hari itu ialah hari raya puasa.
Kedai itu dibuka oleh bahasa melayu. Walaupun banyak kedai makanan boleh terdapat di itu, tak banyak itu buka sebab hari cuti.
Saya dan kekasih makan "chay kway teow" itu adalah makanan yg terkenal di singapura.
Selepas itu, saya dan kekasih, Marie dan kekasihnya .... go our separate ways.
saya mengirim kekasih balik ke rumahnya.
selepas itu, saya pergi balik rumah saya dan itu tidur.
itu yg terjadi semalam.

Hari Ini Sangat Bosan!!

2006-09-26T09:48:00.000+08:00

Selamat Pagi!!
Hari ini sangat bosan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gigi Sakit, nak pergi menemu doktor gigi untuk membeli ubat.
Haha, saya MC lima hari. Hari ini ialah hari akhir MC.
Rehat, rehat rehat......Bosan
Saya sukar MRT sahaja ---> Makan Rehat Tidur

HAIZzzzzzzzzzz

2005-10-14T09:57:00.000+08:00

Feel very sianz today, no where to pend down my thoughts, so i tink this is the only place to write down my stuff. ... me just came back from driving test... everyting was ok in the circuit but i still fail, why? because of pedestrians crossing illegally without using the traffic, and it happens twice somemore, the last part is when i turning back into the driving school, want to cross or dun want to cross..... one, then i wait and c loh, she's not crossing so i turn loh, in the endd, i still ganna 8 demerit points for that .... haiz... now have to book 2 more revisions before i can go for the retest ... waste of money siah,.... i fail not because my driving skill lousy is because of people... but then again .. our country is like that one, kiasu , kiasee, and gan zhong... one, stressful, ... then somemore in the morning a lot of cars.
haiz...
ok lah, go to eat my breakfast. .lah,....

BORED/SIANZzzzzzzzzzz!!!!

2005-07-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

Long time never update liao.... was really feeling very bored nowadays....
Finally started my shift work liao, it was like working 2 afternoon, then 2 morning and finally 2 days off ... and it continues on and so for... regardless of weekends and public holidays, if it my work shift falls on any of this days, i will still have to work...okie, enough about work.. :P

today go for my driving lesson(manual)... finally come to an end liao at stage 2.... learn all the things (mostly about safety one) ... left turn, right turn, U turn, low speed control using half-clutch method, rapid acceleration(changing of gears fast), engine brake(release all pedals and let the fast moving car, slow down), intermittent braking( depress and release the foot brake a few times --- to let vehicles behind your intention of slowing down or coming to a stop), going up slope(when stopping must apply handbrake), but i tink the most common thing when we must do is to engage down to 2nd gear when turning..(except for U - turn .... can engage 1st gear or 2nd gear ....(thats what i was taught)... getting more and more tougher liao, no wonder now a lot of people go take up auto :P
lesson.
............................................................................................bOrEd
............................................................................................SiAnZ
think i go slp liao. tmr still have to work up early ....
although my work tmr is in the afternn....
i have to go for a certain lesson in the morning.... haizz.....
:P
(time now is : 2230hr)
(lights off )
(wake up timing tmr: 0530hr)
:P

FIRST OVERSEAS TRIP!!!

2005-06-28T18:58:00.000+08:00

So happy, finally can go overseas.... :P
haha, but only just went over to Malaysia today ah....
Me "shua gu" one, because i didn't go make my passport until last week... :P
You the feeling, feel very excited leh... :)
Go there jalan jalan... wow the rate now is 2.266 leh....
haha....no wonder my friends keep telling me buy stuff go there buy, quite cheap .. :P
today when having lunch at a tamil restaurant, i took a bottle of soya bean from the fridge and pour it into a cup, then i said wah, the soya bean here looks weird, then i thought of asking KQ, but b4 i could ask him, he said wah, here the soya bean different ah, they make it in a form of yogurt... only after i drank 1/3 of it, then when i pour it into the cup again, the owner saw and told me its spoil ... arh.... hope i dun get stomache... jialat, but the owner there is kind enough as compare to our country, at least he got tell me is spoil and replace it with another good one... in our country... they just need to make money can liao...who would care about customers... :P (i mean most but not all)

then on the way back to the custom, we walk the way we came... then we were stop by an uncle ask us where we going, then we knew actually we walk the wrong way.... haha, should have notice because everybody is walking towards our direction.... so malu...then only we knew we must cross the other side from the bridge to get back to SG ah...
haha... 4got to mention we 3 ah still new mah, KQ and me 1st time go there, then SJ only second time go there ... thats y ...
walk here walk there, explore haha
then i notice one thing, the traffic there very jialat, not like SG, so systematic. They normally dun obey the rules one... wah, must really be careful there... then a lot of deserted building and shop too... :P
haha... next time i think i feel like going there more often liao
wah jialat, makes me feel more wanting to fasting take my license and buy a car... very tempting
oh well, haha, .. .thats all for today folks... :P just need a place to pen down my thoughts
:P)

Quotes from various author

2005-06-23T08:58:00.000+08:00

"People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be."
Author: Abraham Lincoln (1809-65), 16th US President

"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
Author: Albert Einstein (1875-1955), German-born American theoretical physicist, theories of relativity, philosopher

"Optimism is essential to achievement and it is also the foundation of courage and true progress."
Author: Lloyd Alexander

"One of the things I learned the hard way was that it doesn't pay to get discouraged. Keeping busy and making optimism a way of life can restore your faith in yourself."
Author: Lucille Ball (1911-89), US actress, producer

"Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence."
Author: Helen Keller

"The optimist sees opportunity in every danger; the pessimist sees danger in every opportunity."
Author: Sir Winston Churchill (1874-1965), British statesman, prime minister, author

"A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty."
Author: Sir Winston Churchill (1874-1965), British statesman, prime minister, author

"Happiness is an attitude of mind, born of the simple determination to be happy under all outward circumstances."
Author: J. Donald Wlters

"The essence of optimism is that it takes no account of the present, but it is a source of inspiration, of vitality and hope where others have resigned; it enables a man to hold his head high, to claim the future for himself and not to abandon it to his enemy."
Author: Dietrich Bonhoeffer (1906-45), German Protestant theologian

Hope those who read this has some inspiration in them. Be Happy. :>

第一次 - 光良 guitar chords (C key)

2005-06-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

C G Am F
當你看著我我沒有開口已被你猜透
C G Am F
還是沒把握還是沒有符合你的要求
Dm Em Em Am
是我自己想得太多還是你也在閃躲
Dm Em C Am
如果真的選擇是我我鼓起勇气去接受
Dm G C
不知不覺讓視線開始閃
C G Am F
喔第一次我說愛你的時候呼吸難過心不停地顫抖
C G Am G
喔第一次我牽起你的雙手失去方向不知該往哪儿走
G C Dm G
那是一起相?的理由（?我) 那是一起思守
C G Am Dm
喔第一次吻你深深的酒窩想要清醒卻沖昏了頭
C G Am G
喔第一次你躺在我的胸口二十四小時沒分開過
G G C
那是第一次知道天長地久
Am G G Am
感覺你屬于我感覺你的眼眸
Am G Em
第一次就決定決不會錯

童話guitar chords (F key)

2005-06-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

童話
COPE=1 key=F
F Dm
忘了有多久再沒有聽妳
Bb C
對我說妳最愛的故事
F Dm
我想了很久我開始慌了
Bb C E
是不是我又做錯什么
Ab Dm
妳哭着對我說童話裏都是騙人的
Bb C
我不可能是妳的王子
Ab Dm Bb C
也許妳不會懂從妳說愛我以后我的天空星星都亮了

G(F)A Em(Dm)Fm
我願變成童話裏妳愛的那個天使
C(Bb)D D(C)E G(F)A
張開雙手變成翅膀守護妳
C(Bb)D D(C)E G(F)A Bm(Ab)Cm Em(Dm)Fm
妳要相信相信我們囬象童話故事裏
C(Bb)D D(C)E G(F)A
倖福和快樂是結侷
C(Bb)D D(C)E G(F)A
一起寫我們的結侷
注：高潮部分昇調前為括號內的和絃，第一次昇調為括號左邊的和絃，第二次昇調為括號右邊的和絃

Extracts from various book

2005-06-19T03:29:00.000+08:00

From the book The Devil and Miss Prym by Paulo Coelha

".. Playing the part of a charitable soul was only for those who were afraid of taking a stand in life. It is always far easier to have faith in your own goodness than to confront others and fight for your rights. It is always easier to hear an insult and not retaliate than have the courage to fight back against someone stronger than yourself; we can always say we're not hurt by the stones others throw at us, and it's only at night - when we're alone and our wife or our husband or our school friend is asleep - that we can silently grieve over our own cowardice."

"Anyone who loves in the expectation of being loved in return is wasting their time."

Extract from book Wasted by Marya Hornbacher

"An environment that supports autonomy, quoth the shrinks, will foster a greater sense of self-esteem, of self determination, of separateness from other people - in short, if your family assumes you are capable of doing things yourself, you will internalize that assumption and act accordingly. You will develop a firm sense of self, a belief in your own capability. Whereas if you grow up in a controlling environment, where yor ability to make decisions and act independently is constantly being undermined, you are likely to internalize a deep level of self-doubt and "develop a sense of self-worth contingent upon extrinsic rewards and the evalution of others.""

"Never believe an eating-disordered person who says she hates food. It's a lie. Denied food, your body and brain will begin to obsess about it. It's the survival instinct, a constant reminder to eay, one that you try harder and harder to ignore, though you never can. Instead of eating, you simply think about food all the time. You dream about it, you stare at it, but you do not eat it. When you get to the hospital, you have to eat, and as truly terrifying as it is, it is also welcome. Food is the sun and the moon and the stars, the center of gravity, the love of your life. Being forced to eat is the most welcome punishment there is."

Cheers! may this extract be useful to anyone who read this :)

"Nothing"

2005-06-15T20:01:00.000+08:00

just simply nothing to type about, i will be updating my blog if i got anithing, as for now.... i will leave it as it is :P